I’ve not typed anything about me here for ages. I am generally a kept to self person….. The last post about me was about vaping, and how I have quit smoking..
Its been great… I have cut myself down to 1mg of nicotine in the last year . The thing is when I goto a doctor and ask if i smoke and show them the E-cig and explain that I have 1mg nicotine they actually don’t even count me as smoking/vaping. So there is the good shit on that.
Healthwise and half of why I have not been here is my health .. Pain and Numbness have progressed faster than I would like it to, Its a scary factor to say that I cant use half of my arm for some basic functions. With my hands they feel like if you have put them in a snowbank and than poured extremely hot water on them, body-wise i am doing whatever the fuck I can. When I was told by the neurologist that I pretty much damned if I do and Damned if i dont its a pretty fucked up situation there.
With my life there have been many ups and downs and I’ve seen the bottom and I’ve peered at the top , after what happened to me in 2013 I am lucky every day to wake up and find my feet on the ground. But my health has just not kept up with me and I wont let it keep me down. I’ve been bordering the pissed off zone for awhile and I’ve needed an outlet that I can go off on. I fight the challenge of each day and try to live my life.
Just a short update while I fix up things here.